Can’t Cry

Ever feel like you wanted to cry, but couldn’t get it out. Feeling sad and down till it hurts so much that your heart ache, but the tears just doesn’t come out.

Sadness just grab hold of my life now and i have no idea how it did so. 

Do i look like “Am i really feeling much superior to others”? Why is it so? I don’t feel so. I feel like i am just an impatient little kid who is trying to learn something, but doesn’t seems to get hold of it. Trying my best to grab all i can, i couldn’t.

Feeling so tired. Tired of anger, tired of being impatient, tired…But i am told that this is only the begining of adulthood?

Problems come, i tried to hide. WIshing that if i could just close my eyes and it would go away. Is that the way to solve the problem? I guess not, but i just need the courage to face it. Face it no matter what will happen, just face it…

There was once, when a guy told me, ” There is no harm to start a conversation with strangers, and there is no harm to trying to go into uncertainties. If by all means, it fails, just start all over again because its not the end of the world”……such courage.

“Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be terrified; do not be discouraged, for the LORD your God will be with you wherever you go” Joshua 1:9

I guess, to face all problems we just have to have lots and lots of faith that GOD is with us all the time. Ask for his guidance to solve the problem and listen? Ask and you’ll recieve, seek and you’ll find?

 

Something that has causes me lots of anger

1. Someone who unreasonably scolding nonsense, causes me to feel so disappointed in that person. Wouldn’t wanna stand around to listen to that person anymore. I rather live in peace by myself.  

2. Ppl, who got addicted to drinking alcohols are assholes!! They are just heading for hell!! No kidding, by drinking more alcohol meaning you are not appreciating your life at all and are actually trying to kill yourself. Slow suicide!! Got it!  

3. People who doesn’t know how to admit that they are wrong!! Thought that they are at the top of the world!! Admitting they are wrong is much better then pretending everything is not their mistake. Ha, stupid idiot! Continue to do that and you’ll be looked down worst than ever!!

 I guess lots of people never go think too much of the consequences of their own actions!!

Why Drink Beer? Why Drink Alcohol?

I don’t get it sometimes, why do men/women drink beer or drink alcohol? Whats the benefits to our body? How much should be consume? WHats the limit? Addiction?

 Why? Can someone please tell me why?

Is there anyone outthere that did not even consume a drop of alcohol before?

Keeping Miri City Clean?

ahahah. What a joke! Why people throw rubbish out of the car? Is it because the road is a rubbish bin? Or is it because they “ah kong” (grandpa) built the road?

Shit la!! =P Why can’t you wait till you reach your destination before throwing the rubbish into a proper place!! Throw it in your own compound la! Crazy people!! 

Please throw your rubbish in proper place la! You are not a dog or a cat that doesn’t know where the toilet is! Humans have brains, so please use your brain!