A positive mind?

I guess what that “someone” had always been telling me on being more positive in life has affected me in one way or another. Yes, i guess i have been more negative in one way or another. SOrry about it. And Thank You for reminding me that i should look at the positive side of life.

Recently, the thoughts that i have in mind is pretty odd. Its like i would question myself why am i here and what am i doing? But yet, i just go with the flow and doing everything i could each day. Its not like i don’t enjoy the moment with my friends and love ones, there is just a question floating in my mind. Things has been going alright for me. But it feels like its getting more of a routine and i would stop a while and question myself what have i done and what could i do more?

Oh ya, i learned about conviction and perspective. We ought to have conviction in doing what God wants us to do and should have a perspective such that “seeing it like it is, the end from the beginning”….hmp..still pondering about it.

Its time to sleep……tired…

Tired from life

Tired from life,
It seems,
Why are words seems much real than reality?

Each day going to work,
wondering what to do,
where to go,
where to search for all necessity in life.
Is that what life is all about?

Wish i could know the real meaning,
haven’t been too well overall,
losing myself in this world,
thought that as i am of my age,
i should be quite well off and successful.

But hey, i am just another human being,
in the rat race i presume,
being sleeping and working,
and doing all nonsense to keep life going on.

Day in day out, you maybe be envy at others success,
yet again, it is nothing too much you can do about it,
but to change your future,
by yourself and definitely it all depends on God.

I guess this is the time,
where all concentration isn’t to be placed on our own life, day in and out,
but to concentrate on God’s will and have you done anything for it.

Totally lost in the world.
trying hard to help others,
But it seems, it isn’t easy too.
What am i doing now?