Do you ever had the feeling that you are the lowest of the lowest, not trusted by anyone even as you have tried your best in what so ever that you do. Even the aunties doesn’t trust you. Nobody seems to trust you.
Is it because of my doings? But its really because i didn’t know in the beginning. How people put you down, thinking that you are nothing but a speckle of dust in their eye. Not one but almost all the people around think of it like that. I am no useless, if they know. I am actually alright. I am just a junior, i am still learning. And i am trying my best to learn. Its not about not knowing everything. Its because seniors have to know about things they do, they have to look over everything, hence they know everything. But me? I am a junior who has only being assigned of task here and there and wasn’t sent to oversee the whole thing.
I tried to understand things, but it takes time for me. People think of me like i am just hanging around and doing nonsense. I couldn’t explain everything because certain things are complex for me, i need to learn still. But is it that because i revealed my weakness to people, hence they took it and put me in the lowest of lowest?
But i remember God telling us, my weakness is my strength?
If I must boast, I will boast of the things that show my weakness. 2 Corinthians 11:30.
9But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power may rest on me. 10That is why, for Christ’s sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong.
2 Corinthians 12:9-10.
May my weakness be my strength, may God bless those who put me down, may they be blessed more for they may not understand, because they are not standing in my position. May I hold no anger over them and forgive them though they are putting others down in their surrounding. May i not look down on others too and do the same to others. Let this be a reminder to not put down on others anymore. Though it can be done onto me, but not let others feel the same torture but may they have all blessing.
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