Unforgettable him

Was it my fate,
loving someone i couldn’t be with,
loving him truly,
but i had to stop myself from thinking.

There are better ones out there for him,
Thats all i can assume now,
I am no more than just another plain lady,
I am not sure to fall in love yet again anymore.

loving someone so truly,
yet so unpredictable,
i wish the lord could tell me,
tell me if he is the only one.

I could commit myself to him entirely,
I am sure i could,
I am sure i would,
Oh please lord, tell me he is the one.

I was unsure before,
And now i am sure,
who could understand me more,
Other than lord..he’s next.

Mess up mind

Tell me what have i done,
I am thinking too much,
Yet i know he still “likes” me,
I worried too much.

I worried about our future,
I worried about now,
I have made myself,
A mess of my mind.

But i still wish he could say something,
I know he shows it,
Action speaks louder than words?
Then i guess he has done it.

I am so unsure of myself,
Tell me what to do,
I dont want to burden him,
not for now, for all the stuff that bothers my mind,
i wish to talk to him about it.

Foolishness in the making

Yet i have done it again,
making a fool out of myself,
i thought too much,
I hope too much.

Something that i already know,
Yet i get myself into it,
How stupid of it,
and now i regret of it.

Knowing that it wouldn’t be good,
yet i give a hope as ppl had advice me,
think for now not for later?
what a fool i am.

Enough of being foolish,
Enough of being a carpet,
Enough of being boss around,
Enough of this.

Missing you

Sorry, I might have thought it is funny,
but yes i’ll miss you,
miss you dearly,
miss having you around just so i can see your face.

Though we are still in the same country,
yet we wouldn’t have all the time together,
I am sorry if i have say no,
but the truth is yes.

I can’t bear the thought of living apart,
Having the thought of seeing you,
only when we say we would,
but not all the time.

I am afraid i might have forgotten,
how it feels to be around you,
after we are apart,
oh, please do know that i’ll miss you dearly.