Its time,
I feel that it is really alright to go,
away from here,
In peace.
Its time,
I know it is right,
For me to move on,
To the next journey in life.
I dont feel the anger anymore,
I dont feel the hatred anymore,
I dont even feel the love anymore,
Emotionless.
I know i wrote a post on failure. Maybe its a bit too much, but i was too emotional. It does speaks out my mind that time, so i wouldn’t pull the post out from here.
I am returning to Singapore after a long break to figure things out. Lots has happened in this short time. I realised something, I got myself into trouble, i found something exciting, i learn to love and it confirms my road ahead. I would be moving on soon, hopefully moving onto something that would contribute lots to my future plan.
I am gonna miss home too. =(
Well, this is not gonna be my last post, but the last one leading to a new begining in my life chapter. Journey of Life…..never ending story? =)
A Sudden Urge to Die,
Has again arrive at my door step,
A feel of being lost,
Having no place to hold on to.
Thought my plan would work well,
Everything would end perfectly,
But a little stone on the path,
Has blocked my mind and causing an earthquake to my world.
How great is the little stone,
Crushes my plan,
Leaving me hoping things would change for the better,
And realizing how much I need GOD,
In better or worst.
My Heart did cried,
Cried aloud, wondering where to hold on to,
And thought of everything crumbles,
Just causes my mind to go almost to insanity.
Success would come after failure,
Being that I have to stand up,
I have to hold on to GOD,
Doing all my best and leaving all the rest to GOD.
Sometimes feel like i am chasing after mirage. Unknown things, uncertainties, unplanned events, dreams.
Though at the moment, something made me feel like i am going after something very right very true.
I followed my feelings and go after it. But after a while i sort of figure out that it isn’t what it feels like it should be, in reality its just my imagination. My imagination has fooled me.
Is what i wanted in life pratical? Is it what reality is giving me? Or is it all my own big imagination that is driving me to where i am today and is to be?
Without a reason to know why and how,
Again I have fallen in love with the same person,
Twice did it strike at my heart?
When I least realize.
I thought my heart has forgotten how to love,
But yet again I am wrong.
The feelings and thoughts just over fill my mind,
Making me a crazy person in love.
Couldn’t sleep trying to deny the fact,
When all I know is I couldn’t lie to my heart.
Why did it happen this way?
Why oh why?
If you have known me,
I couldn’t really face love,
When it’s just right there,
I runaway from love,
Afraid of being hurt,
And hurting the others.
Timid as I could be,
I do still wish for a happy ending day to come.
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