Archive for May, 2008

27
May
08

Living Life without Regrets

How have i missed those days,
When life was just full of study,
laugther, friends and unfinished events,
life was greener than now.

Have you ever though that,
Where ever you are,
You’ll just have to make the best of it,
Cause you’ll never be able to repeat the same thing once more.

Wish i could turn back time,
And look at things differently,
Appreciate every single thing that comes around,
Not taking for granted what i have had.

But there will be no time for regrets now,
As life as come to another point,
Where i’ll have to try my best,
For I would not want anymore regrets.

23
May
08

Working?

What is it like to work in my field? That question always appear in my mouth before i enter the society. Funny eh? But entering the wrong company bring different kind of feelings and outlook to me. It make me very disappointed with how the world is and it make me change (not too sure for the worst or for the better).

I definitely has change? Change into another person who is more impatient than before? Because of disappointment? I started to scold others for stupid reasons because somehow the person’s action has disturb my peace, just a little single word or question. Started to feel that i am giving up on my life as a whole. How disappointment has change a person, how terrible it could be. But as always, there is always a choice to make, whether to look at the problem positively or negatively. I think most of the time i have chosen the negative. Tired, tired of life. How young am I to say i am tired of life eh?

Pray for me, pray. Pray that i’ll know where to go next, for i am confuse now and seems to be heading no where in life. How life has gone into a meaningless state. Meaningless…Aimless..

20
May
08

Suddenly Empty?

Suddenly, my world just feel a bit empty. Hmp..What is that emptiness?

Going to work is as just meaningless…hmp…feel like its time to get away from here.